难...好难...

我要的到底是什么 我知道不能贪心 不能每一样都想要 不能为了什么而做什么 我到底什么时候才能找到自己 好难 我这个人太容易受到影响了 我了解我自己 太介意别人眼光 太没主见了 领悟力强学什么像什么又怎样 没个性没灵魂唱得再好又怎样 我知道我自己喜欢什么想做什么 我也相信我是可以做到的 但前题是如果我有勇气的话 可是我就是没有 怎么办 好难 我相信如果我有更好的环境的话我不会这样 有时候会很气很后悔 静下来想想 后悔又有什么用 只能往前看了 时间滴滴答答一天一天的过去了 我害怕了 急了 感谢老师给我很多的鼓励和金玉良言 我知道有些事情是急不来的 我知道压力是自己给的 我知道有些时候有些事情该放慢脚步顺其自然 太急着表现只会弄巧反拙 我知道不是我想要怎样就怎样 我知道有些事情不喜欢也得做 有些事情喜欢也不能做 我知道 我都知道 有时候强颜欢笑真的很痛苦 有时候一秒前还没什么下一秒眼泪就不听话了 哭过就好了 没事的 感恩我有爱我疼我的家人和迪儿

好了 发泄完毕

Here I am...♥

Wow it's been a long time since my last post...It's time for some lil update...See...new hair colour of mine...love it love it...ashy cold tone brown...I guess...YEY...^^

Picture can't really show the real colour...did it at Re:style A cut Above...colour, treatment and trim...price are reasonable and good service...oh ya...looking for stylist name Ben-G...he is good...^^

Ofcoz...I change my eyebrow routine to match my new hair colour too...my Shu Uemura Hard 9 Brow
Pencil in 06 is way to dark to match my new hair colour...Here my new babies...

Kiss Me Heroine Eyebrow Pencil in 03 light brown...love the cute pink girly packaging...and Kiss Me Heavy Rotation Colouring Eyebrow Mascara in 01 light ash...this combination is perfect for who have light ash tone hair colour like me...I'm very happy with the result...they both perform very well long lasting and match my hair colour very well too...I love them so much...I tried other Kiss Me products too before...Heroine Make Essence in BB Cream & Heroine Make Long and Curl Mascara...the BB Cream is good...the shade match my skin tone quite well...no greyish tone like most of the BB Cream do that I really don't like...it's work quite good overall...but I'm not really a fan of BB Cream...so I still prefer my favourite Lancome Maqui Blanc Miracle Liquid Foundation...the best foundation ever...highly recommend...and about the Kiss Me mascara...it's average...but Majolica Majorca mascara is still the best for me...

I'm so tired now...teach until 10pm ytd...woke up early morning today...just came back home from Subang this morning...have to go back again on Monday T.T

Happy birthday to me...♥

Happy belated birthday to myself...yea imma April baby...30th of April was my 21st birthday...simple celebration with the most important people in my life...my dearest family and my bubu dear...简单幸福 ♥ feel blessed to have them in my life...

29th April...my birthday eve...it was a Friday so I had to teach on that day...reached home about 9pm after work...touched up my face...then had a simple dinner with bubu dear at 桂三记 which located at SS15 before we headed to Neway...

Took only three pikcha of food then the rest all forgotten LOL...too hungry haha...
Headed to Neway after dinner...sing sing sing our lungs out LOL...!!! Sound system of the room we got are so damn bad...BAD...!!!
Sing sing sing...then...*tik tok tik tok*...finally it's 12...it's my birthday...Received alot of birthday wishes  ...and the 1st one was SMS by my bestie Shuhui ♥ Thanks everyone for the wishes...appreciate...♥
Birthday present from bubu dear...the noobie bubu dear don't even know how to tie the ribbon...he learn it from youtube and tie the ribbon by himself...how cute~~~

D.I.Y birthday cards and photo frame with the photo of us from him...he want me to put it in my room so that I can see us together when I'm at hometown...although they are not big and expensive but they are so meaningful and sweet...thank you dear...I really appreciate it...
My beautiful birthday cakie from him...it's full of ichigo...love it...♥

me and my dear...ignore my face...pimplesss arghhh...go go away~eh eh eh eh~!!!

piggy mouth...

bubu dear said the main purpose of shoot in this angle is to show how tall the cake is...haha...noobie...

sad face...I don't want to cut the beautiful cakie...!!!

camwhore while bubu dear busy cutting the cake...the cake is so hard to cut nicely...

See what happen to the cake then...

sliding board HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

Enjoy the night with bubu dear...thank you dear for everything...I love you...

Another simple birthday celebration with my dearest family...I was playing Gold Strike game on Mac-ky...I heard my name so I turned my head back and oh emm gee it's CAKE!!! it's Secret Recipe Marble Cheese Cake!!! one of my favourite cakie...wow I don't know they bought me a cake...thank you papa mama ying ying...

yummy chicken wings made by mama...

papa mama bought me a beautiful key necklace...thank you papa mama...♥

baby sis Queenie bought me Sticky...thank you long ban HAHAHA...

yummy...^^

with my dearest papa mama...♥

make a wish...

I love my family...♥
That's all for my 21st birthday...simple celebration...no big birthday party...but I really feel blessed to celebrate this meaningful special day with the most important people in my life...I love you...my dearest family and my dear...they are my everything...♥

April LOVE...♥

It's been a long time since my last update...it's time for some UPDATESsss..Time flies...I always say this haha...but don't you think it's incredible FAST???It's already 19th of April now...oh emm gee...!!! Oh ya...I'm officially a teacher now...call me Ms. Wong haha...I start teaching by this month...it's my very 1st time working in my life...it's really a new experience to me...quite challenging...I'm teaching piano and vocal now...and my students are so epic CUTE...It's really not that easy to be a teacher...I mean to be a good teacher...I still got a lot of things to learn...and thank GOD I still can handle it so far...wish me luck peeps...

I'm actually want to blog about Masquerade Party of our Music Department...celebration party of the 8th Wave Concert...but I haven't get all the pictures yet...will blog about it once I get it...it's pretty fun yet boring yet fun LOL...the best part for me is everyone dress up so pretty and handsome that night...clap clap...^^ and me and bubu dear wear couple mask that night woo~~~

Imma lucky girl...I win Aqua Splash Moisture from Ettusais Malaysia for free...lucky me...^^ Get a fb message from Ettusais Malaysia last week telling me that I'm one of the winners for their recent contest...then my first reaction was "is this a PRANK?" lol...checked their page then only I know the this contest is real exist haha...they pick members from their page to win the gifts from them...and I'm 1 of the 10 lucky members whee~ collected my gift at Ettusais Isetan, The Gardens last Saturday...tried it and I love it...Thx Ettusais Malaysia MAX...^^

I'm so BROKE now...spend alot these two weeks...bought my lovely dress and some accesories for Masquerade Party and Lancome Maqui Blanc Miracle liquid foundation last week...already consider BROKE...then...I spend again just now OMG...I bought these...

1. Lancome Maqui Blanc Miracle liquid foundation in O-02 (that I bought last week)

used once...and I love it so much...that's why I go for the...

2. Lancome Maqui Blanc Miracle compact powder in BO-01

About this compact...google it and you will get tons of positive reviews...everyone is talking about how awesome this product is...Can't wait to try this on...^^

3. Lancome UV EXPERT GN-SHIELD BB Base

This is for my mom...so...ya...I not going to unpack it...btw...I tried the tester on my hand just now...it's AWESOME...^^

Freebies from Lancome...Skin care & perfume...

and this...

4. Etude House Golden Ratio Contour Maker in #2 Pink

It's a palette with highlighting, shading and blusher tones...will try it on soon...

and freebies from Etude House...skin care stuff...

That's it for this post...good night peeps...*yawn*...~~~

DHC Acerola...please help my skin...♥

I need HELP!!!!!!!!!! I used to have a very bad acne skin and then I went to the dermatologist and get some quite strong medicine...my skin got so much better after that but it drying up my skin...then I start to use my Estee Lauder skincare products...it works quite well on my skin and keep my skin under control...BUT...I don't know what's wrong with my skin recently...My skin looks terrible...extremely oily...pimples on my forehead...acne scars...blackheads and whiteheads problems...I really don't know how to get rid of it...is that NOPS toner that cause my skin get in trouble? I tried NOPS toner after I finished my Estee Lauder toner last month...and now my skin become this bad...and ya...I already finish the NOPS toner by last few days...and I bought these from Watson yesterday...

DHC ACEROLA ESSENCE & LOTION

I was actually looking for Vichy products...but ended up purchasing these DHC products recommended by the sales girl there LOL...Some information of Acerola Brightening Series from the brochure I got from Watson in case you are interested...This DHC Acerola Brightening Series contain of natural Vitamin C from Acerola berries which has many skincare benefits such as brightening skin, sebum control, acne prevention, pore refinement and fostering of collagen synthesis and skin elasticity...The extract of Acerola helps tighten pores and protects against freckles and pigmentation caused by UV rays...It also stated that ACEROLA has 34x MORE vitamin C than LEMON...WOW...sounds a lot LOL...This DHC Acerola Brightening Series is ideal for combination to oilier skins...sounds great right??? but I'm not sure is it that great...I have only used it twice...yesterday night and this morning...and everyone has different skin types...it may good for you and not for me...I hope it works for me...Oh ya...there is no fragnance added but it have a weird scent naturally from the Acerola berries...you may dislike it...but I kinda LOVE it haha...I got a set of sample of Olive Essentials Series too teehee...

Hope these products can heal my skin...I want smoothie smooth skin like those Vivi models *dreaming*...♥

I'm looking for a great sunscreen now...any recommendation?

March...Happy 1st anniversary...♥

It's time to update something about March...Suddenly feel like blogging...feel like a lot of things to tell lol...ya it's time to blog something about this month...it's already 24th of March...March is going to end soon...that's mean we going to say hi to April soon...yeah it's April...I love April...because of...April Fool??? lol...not April Fool for sure...I love April because April is my month...Imma April baby teehee...but there will be something very challenging for me this April...I always told myself that it's time for me to experience something new beside study...and there was an great opportunity for me in the right timing...I'm going to start teaching by next month...and ya...this is my very first time working in my life...damn nervous...I wonder how would it be...it will be totally different from what I had experienced previously for sure...I have to learn a lot of different things...how to face and solve problems by my own...how to blend with different kind of human being LOL...I mean different kind of ppl (I'm really sux in this)...how to control my emotional...how to teach with passion...how to be a good teacher...responsible and able to inspire students...how to this that this that...yea a lot of how to...wish me luck people...

23/03/2011...1st anniversary of me and him...Happy 1st year anniversary dear...I still remember that we were like totally strangers before we've been together one year ago...we were in the same college and same class too sometimes but we don't even talk to each other except some stupid words such as "Do u have eraser? Do u have ruler? Can borrow me arrr?" LOL...and we've been together for 1 year & 1 day now...faith brings us together...our sweet fb messages brings us together (especially your long master piece that touch my heart ♥)...and remember the song that brings us together??? 'Two is better than one'...cute ehh??? We've been through a lot together within this year...and still got a lot more to go through...I have faith in us...I wanna hold you and be with you forever dear...our love is still sweet like the 1st day after one year...we say good night to each other every night...we say each other "Happy Anniversary" on 23rd of every month...we remember it every month...we will celebrate it every year...you can see how sweet we are in every single little things...and I believe that we will stay sweet like this forever...Thanks for everything within this year dear...your love and care...Thanks for always be here by my side...I love you dear...I feel blessed to have you...I hope you feel the same too...and I hope you like your 1st year anniversary gift..."365 hearts" from me...and thanks for your bracelet dear...I love you dear...I will always love you...♥

Our same expression...so cute...^^

Happy 1st anniversary dear...I love you...ETERNALLY...♥


Oh ya...one more thing...Congratz to my dearest baby sis Queenie for the great SPM result...I'm proud of you...all the best in your future...